Yet again, it has been way too long since I’ve posted.
Not too much has changed in my life since my last post. I still work at my same job. I’m still in a rut concerning my future. I’m still single and waiting for my prince charming.
Now, this is probably just wishful thinking, but I often get a strong sense of deja vu, and at times when I am absolutely certain that I was never in the situation before. Recently, however, I’ve been getting this sense of a foreshadowing of future memories.
For instance, while watching The Bachelor this past Monday, I had a moment of remembering what it feels like to hold hands with a new love interest. Sadly, this is an experience I’ve never had. Actually, as depressing as it is to admit, I’ve never been in a relationship. I’ve never been on a date. I’ve never even been kissed. And I’m 21 years old!
Call me a freak, but it didn’t feel like I was imagining what it might feel like. It was like I was reliving the moment and the feeling. I have no way to explain how that could be anywhere near possible. And I’m not sure it is.
And I want this to mean that it’s coming for me. That’s it’s almost my turn to have those feelings. That sounds crazy, though.
I’ll probably just chalk it up to my imagination and my wishful romanticism.
I’ll just continue to hope for my epic love story.
And I’ll wait.